You know what sucks? When you have a nice dream, and all you remember after waking up is but a blurry image or a vague sentence. Somehow, I believe that dream is some sort of a sign. And no, it had nothing to do with Blake (or maybe it was, but I just can't recall anything). I still wish for a bleam every night, much to my dismay. I've been having a dream drought, and I can't seem to control my dreams anymore. But I figured that if I listen to music on my iPod till I feel real tired, I will have a dream. Haha.

Well, at least I'm glad I didn't get a nightmare from watching the caning video I watched on my dad's phone yesterday. It was visual torture watching that I tell you. Last night the images kept flashing in my head until I didn't feel like sleeping, for fear of a nightmare.

So we're into the third week of the holidays and I'm losing motivation to look for a job already. Anyway, life's been boooooooooooring as usual. On top of that I'm not allowed to sleep too late or wake up too late either. Which pretty much sucks. Tell me, what are holidays for? Pffft.

I've been watching tons of Varsity Fanclub (they should just call themselves Varsity) videos, and boy do those guys crack me up. Especially Drew, that guy is so random!! And David, he's just ... so smexyyy <3

Just watch these:

Chittychittybangbang, chittychittybangbang, we love you we love you!

Just look at David's (he's the one in the jacket) pretty eyes... ^_^