I'm just sitting here wondering if I should even have brought the whole thing up. I mean sure, it's my life and I have every right to state my views and opinions and put a request out there. But now, it just feels like a fucking mistake. Look what has happened. I can't even believe some of the things said. And honestly, I did feel a tad maligned. I'm glad I finally got the point across though. They'd better get it in their heads.

I mean come on, what if you had to do something you're not passionate about, would you be all smiley and happy? I can try, but if it's not my thing, what do you want me to do?

And dang, I hate myself for crying so much for nothing. I don't know, I just feel weaker and weaker no matter how hard I try to stay positive.

Okay, I've said my piece. I'm gonna go take a breather now.

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