This is post #100!!! Woot woot~! *does happy dance*

An emo blogpost was supposed to be in place of this. But scratch that, wanna keep the negativity levels low around here. 

Man, what a crazy week it's been! What with all crazyass mugging (or even attempting to), and having to sacrifice going for the 604 gathering and Jaden's one month celebration today. I don't even know where to begin. Just a couple of days ago, my level of motivation was still on a high, and then came the weekends and BAM! it just went downhill from there. *sigh* However, I would like to say that on the whole, it has been pretty fruitful (as far as getting the itty bitty details into my head). Sometimes I get scared if I feel confident, because sometimes this feeling of confidence leads to a, well, not very nice ending. I mean, it's happened before and that's the reason why I don't know if I should be happy if I feel this way. Let's not even begin to talk about it.

Now, where was I? Oh yeah, I've lost count of how many times I've emo-ed over the past weekend. It's not even funny. I can be sitting at my desk reading my notes and I just break down (the last time that ever happened was when I hated Math, oh boy do I remember those days). For a moment, I just don't know what I am doing this for anymore. Am I doing it for myself or am I doing it to fulfill other people's wishes? I hate when my mind starts messing around with me and my thoughts run wild. Just makes things shittier than they already were. Guess I need to stop thinking so much. 

Oh ... so much for wanting to keep the negativity levels on the down low. Great job, Vee. *self pat on the back*

Randomness of the day:

Underlying meaning in the lyrics to Britney's song If You Seek Amy, figured it out?

And here's the start to an even crazier week. Great...  

Things to do this week:

1) Mug, common test, mug, common test, mug, common test...

2) Mail out BFF's Christmas present (and choose a pic for autograph)

3) Shop for scarfy? Haha.

4) On Friday (right after AMFS) I leave for Ho Chih Minh City and finally get to see Eenette, I MISS THAT GIRL!!!!

Jayk signing my magazine!!!

Credit: Ari