I wish all this wasn't for real.
I wish life would be normal
But then again, when has life been normal?
And what is the definition of 'normal'?

I pretty much cried myself to sleep last night and woke up with tears streaming down my face. It's gonna be a pretty rough time, but I'll deal with it. Whoever knows what is gonna happen from here, but whatever life throws me I'm willing to accept and face it with nothing but positivity.